Soooo 1st blog ever.....this will be interesting. I'm not really good at writing or speaking or being philosophical or anything like that, but I do have this problem of being open and vulnerable and trusting people, so what do I decide to do? create a blog. wow genius Carissa, post your thoughts on the Internet where virtually anyone can get them. yeah I know not the brightest idea ever but hopefully it puts me out f my comfort zone and that's what I want so here goes nothin! I don't really expect anyone to actually sit here and read this but if you are thanks for being sweet and reading this far. if you like what i have to say or absolutely hate it, whatever, leave a comment or whatever you like.

so since it's 1:30 am, I'll start ending this pretty soon here. random thoughts of the day: Slumdog Millionaire was actually a pretty good movie, go get it at blockbuster. Every girl should read captivating and crazy love is turning out to be pretty good too. go get those too. I love Jesus and I have this disease thing called chronic dry eye and it really burns my eyes to look at a computer screen so peace outttttttttt