Diseased.

I am so tired. and my eyes are hurting worse. yesterday i had to work from 6 to close at coldstone creamery and I hadn't worn my contacts in a week and my eyes were getting better so I figured i could wear my contacts just for the 4 hours I was there and my cronic dry eye wouldn't get too bad. I was wrong. and Cronic dry eye is a ridiculous disease to have. It never goes away!!! I have had it since fall of last year and it's still not getting better. I don't even know how you get it I guess you just develop it. for those of you wondering what the heck I'm talking about, I have this thing called Cronic Dry Eye, meaning my eyes don't make a sufficient amount of tears throughout the day to keep my eyes well hydrated. this results in me looking like I'm high all the time and my eyes hurting a lot all the time, especially in the sunlight. it's rather annoying, really. I guess I need to cry more. lol On the brighter side of things, at least I have eyes that can see the beauty of a sunset or the leaves that change all different pretty colors in the fall. They help me to create and design. Without them I wouldn't be able to do the things I love so if all my life I just have to wear my glasses in exchange for being able to see the all the beauty of God's creation, I guess I'm ok with that. 

tomorrow I have to get up at 5 to leave for a track meet. I love running, just not at 5 in the morning.